life is rough, people die, people get disappointed, songs get old, movies get outplayed, people get tiring, but only when you really dont care about living do you truly find that, even if all those things stayed the same or were all different, life is too compicated to live happily forever.either you live in fear, live for love, live for thrill, or live for lust, but all ways get boring, and life seems way too long...

CROSSFADE LYRICS

Cold


Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold to you

And I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
I never meant to be so cold

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold

this explains me intirely

heyy ok everybody look at my new tattoo! it kix ass..i did it for you hon ; )..love you abbey, and i hope you dont get mad cuz i didnt tell you sooner : (...hope everyone likes it.

ok things are quite weird,...and i hope i get enough clues to figure out what i got for christmas abbey! lol i will find out...ne way yes dillards was fun ; ) ne way MERRY CHRISTMAS to all and all a good week...i will prolly be online alot more because im goin to my dads house in philly and he actually has a working comp so ya..im leaving on christmas day and then im hunna be gone till the 3rd so i wont get to really see ne one on new years so im sad but i guess ill live ne way i'll talk to you all later i g2g bye